I’ll be honest, I share your distrust of for-profit companies when it comes to medicines and protocols, but this data is pretty compelling.
To your concern about introducing a virus into your body, the Moderna and Pfizer vaccines do not contain any virus, only proteins found on the surface of them. They are in no way infectious. Also, the mRNA that codes for those proteins is incapable of influencing your genome in any way.
As to the point of the virus being “man made” that concern has been thoroughly refuted. Novel viruses emerge, it’s a part of microbial evolution. We as a society need to be capable of cooperating to eradicate them before they cause too much harm.
Feel free to send me any questions as they come up. Thanks!